Sunday, September 05, 2004

Forever Young

Let's dance in style
let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait
we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best
but expecting the worst
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not
Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power
but we never say never
Sitting in the sandpit
life is a short trip
The music's for the sad man
Can you imagine when this race is won?
As we turn our faces into the sun
Praising our leaders we’re getting in tune
The music is played by the madman.
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever forever?
And ever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever forever?
Forever young
Some are like water
some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?
It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading rose
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever
So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true
Forever Young

Just started night float, but it already seems so long and boring. Every night, the same crap again and again. Mr. B has difficulty of breathing? Of course he does! He had CVA and with severe dysphagia, he can't even swallow his own saliva, what you want him to do? Of course all the secretion will be wondering in his throat and making those horrible noise... After N times I explained this to the SAME nurse, I feel I am talking to a wall. Just feed him through PEG, let me go back to my music...

Oh, forever young ...

I feel my life unfolding right in front me, I can see, hmm, maybe feel how it goes, but I can't control it, just drift with life, any struggle will feedback me with pain and anxiety, let it go, let it go...

Oh, forever young...

My birthday is coming, 36? I will become 36 , feels so OLD.... I feel tired to meet new people and explore, but really miss old days and old friends, yes, I become old. As they say, old is a disease, there is no cure for it, only cure is deny it, pretend you are sill young, but you will look like an OLD idiot....

What to do , what to do? I have a destiny but my heart still yong? Heaven can wait, let it wait, I want to see, to feel and to experience... Youth like a diamond under the Sun, diamond is forever...


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